Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
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3:40 pm - Ducks are so hot
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i woke up and went to school. wooo. go maura...thats right..i accually went to school today. neways were doing this weird interview thing for a unit test. i guess its better than acuatly having a test...wo i was about to write sex. uh its better than having sex...only not. me n my part-nar worked on it and then i had d&d. i got yelled at again. waaaa. then i had french and then science and then gym. im so weak! i can do one pull up. and i can lift like...the bar that u put the weights on. Pathetic right? then i had lunch. yay a snickers bar and pink lemonade! lol. then i had art. it was boring. CAN U BELIEVE SOME NUSERY RYMES? I MEAN "HE WENT TO BED AND BUMPED HIS HEAD AND WOULDNT GET UP IN AND THE MORNING" AND THE WHOLE RING AROUND THE ROSEY AND THE WHOLE ROCK A BY BABY. jesus. then math. it was boring. then home..yes im eating soup and talking to allyson. Operation Duck. LMAO. cuz duck is hot! i love ducks. lmao.
current mood:  content
current music: lipstick and bruises, by lit
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Monday, December 15th, 2003
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6:23 pm - convo w/ allyson
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TrueValueVintage: i like it when
TrueValueVintage: u slip me a rufie
SkBrtnSnowb: lolol
TrueValueVintage: accually i think id be pretty pissed if u date raped me
SkBrtnSnowb: ::takes mental note to never date rape maura..::
TrueValueVintage: thanks ur a pal babe
SkBrtnSnowb: lolol
TrueValueVintage: ur penis is so large
SkBrtnSnowb: your penis is so..hard
TrueValueVintage: my body is a movie
SkBrtnSnowb: and your penis is the star
TrueValueVintage: yay!
TrueValueVintage: ur penis is so thick
TrueValueVintage: uve got a handsome dick
TrueValueVintage: i think i wanna get my tongue peirced....
TrueValueVintage: i used to think it was so gross
TrueValueVintage: but its addicting to look at
TrueValueVintage: but of course i gotta wait til like my parent die
TrueValueVintage: cuz if my mom even finds out i want one ill be locked up and my dad will shoot himself
SkBrtnSnowb: i want it soo bad
TrueValueVintage: loollol
TrueValueVintage: i think id get the tattoo first
TrueValueVintage: maybe i just really wanna kiss a guy with a tongue ring
SkBrtnSnowb: we could have tongue piercing sex!
TrueValueVintage: omg yes!
TrueValueVintage: it looks like so much fun
SkBrtnSnowb: lolol
TrueValueVintage: dont u think?!
TrueValueVintage: ew now im thinking of kissing mike
SkBrtnSnowb: lolol
TrueValueVintage: im so weirdo
SkBrtnSnowb: no ur not
SkBrtnSnowb: you just thinking of .. tongue peircings .. and mike justh appesn to be the only one you know with one lol
TrueValueVintage: hmm..that makes sense...but then im thinking of kisssing him...and u wanna know the reason im calling myself a weirdo....
TrueValueVintage: i dont even know if i TRULY want to kiss him or just flirt
SkBrtnSnowb: lol
TrueValueVintage: i think i would
TrueValueVintage: but id be afraid
TrueValueVintage: that hed think i was a bad kisser
TrueValueVintage: and then kick me out
SkBrtnSnowb: LOL omg
TrueValueVintage: WHAT!
SkBrtnSnowb: kick you out for being a bad kisser
SkBrtnSnowb: and your not a bad kisser
SkBrtnSnowb: trust me lOl
TrueValueVintage: HOW WOULD U NO!
TrueValueVintage: IVE NEVER KISSED U Be4
SkBrtnSnowb: i have heard
TrueValueVintage: LOL FROM WHO???? MARK!?! LMAO
Auto response from SkBrtnSnowb: brb
TrueValueVintage: mark wouldnt know a good kiss from a....
TrueValueVintage: a....
TrueValueVintage: a...
TrueValueVintage: a frog!
TrueValueVintage: ...or a bad kiss
TrueValueVintage: i mean im only....whatever age i am...and hes like
TrueValueVintage: 60
TrueValueVintage: well
TrueValueVintage: closer to 21
SkBrtnSnowb: lmao
SkBrtnSnowb: your funny
TrueValueVintage: did ur imaginary friend tell u i was a good kisser?
SkBrtnSnowb: yeah
SkBrtnSnowb: omg can we have an imaginary friend together
TrueValueVintage: sure...but it still doesnt solve my problem of not knowing how i kiss!
SkBrtnSnowb: can her name be bobo and shes british and really realllyyy skinnny and she loves to smoke skinny cuban cigars all the time
TrueValueVintage: ok but she likes to wear ruby red gloss and high silver heals with jeans and a t
SkBrtnSnowb: k
SkBrtnSnowb: what else about her ..
TrueValueVintage: um...she has the power to tell whether u can kiss well or not without accually kissing some1 cuz im not into the whole lesbo thing
SkBrtnSnowb: LOL
SkBrtnSnowb: k
TrueValueVintage: kkkk
SkBrtnSnowb: she lives in my car
SkBrtnSnowb: my voilkswagen
SkBrtnSnowb: volkswagen
SkBrtnSnowb: in the back seat
TrueValueVintage: and she orders chinese to her back seat
TrueValueVintage: and eats with one chopstick
SkBrtnSnowb: yeah!
TrueValueVintage: awsome!
SkBrtnSnowb: omg bobo is so cool
TrueValueVintage: omg totally
SkBrtnSnowb: =D
TrueValueVintage: :-D
TrueValueVintage: hey im tottally not thinking about mike kicking me out now
TrueValueVintage: o well
TrueValueVintage: except for now
SkBrtnSnowb: ok what else about bobo...lol
TrueValueVintage: um
TrueValueVintage: shes a virgin who cant drive
TrueValueVintage: lmao sorry its from clueless
SkBrtnSnowb: OL
SkBrtnSnowb: what
SkBrtnSnowb: does she look like
TrueValueVintage: shes skinny....british....
TrueValueVintage: she has a tongue ring
TrueValueVintage: and a tattoo on her back
TrueValueVintage: and shoulder
TrueValueVintage: and she has....
TrueValueVintage: red/brown hair
TrueValueVintage: and green/brown eyes
SkBrtnSnowb: can her hair match her lipgloss
TrueValueVintage: ok!
TrueValueVintage: and her nose is peirced
SkBrtnSnowb: kk
SkBrtnSnowb: im gonna put this all in my livejournal hehe
TrueValueVintage: lmao
TrueValueVintage: im putting this whole convo in
TrueValueVintage: cuz its so funny
SkBrtnSnowb: lolol
TrueValueVintage: if i could get to my site
TrueValueVintage: ok as im scrolling up im thinking maybe i shouldnt put it all in
TrueValueVintage: lmao
SkBrtnSnowb: LOL
current mood:  awake
current music: i hear you calling, by gob
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11:50 am - weekend update
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so its been awhile. well i guess not really. neways. saturday i spent my day cleaning so i could go out. and then i was picked up at like 3 30 by ally and then we picked up ev and cale and went to the mall. we walked around and saw Mike ::signs:: and jason ::remembers how cute he looked:: and had sex...o yeah but not really. when we were waiting for the bus to come to get to main street evey got into my jacket and we zipped it up and went around the mall looking in clothing stores for somethign that would fit both of us then we went into spencers and i saw mike and jason again and then we went to the empress. it was fun and the guys were hottttttttttt x10. we hung out there for like ever and i got home at like 12 and my dad was all like where were u i was worried and being all stupid. and then he made me dinner and i went to bed and had this really really weird dream. then sunday i did nothing. i started doing my homework and i had this huge mental breakdown and ran upstairs and slept for the rest of the day and had some really really weird dreams. then at like 8 30 i went downstairs a brought up my homeowrk and did that...but im still not finished. then i went to bed and listened to music and woke up this morning. and my mom kept me home. um thats pretty much it...i wrote and watched alice in wonderland and ate a brownie and some toast. and its been boring and im putting off doing my art homework even though its due tomorrow. o well...
it's 6am. las vegas doesn't look so cool
once the sun come up.
I draw the blinds and I dream of you.
...i would die to be in vegas right now...i havnt been there in so long and i think my dad wants to go over spring break and i REALLY hope so because i need to go right now. i love it there soooo much.
current mood: thankful
current music: if u really wanna hear about it... by the ataris
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Saturday, December 13th, 2003
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10:53 am - sex, hottubs, and friday nights
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so after school which wasnt that great, i had ev and allyson over. we watched this movie with leo dicaprio or w/e. he was so cute. it was very very very emotional though. i was like screaming at the tv. then we went into the hot tub. but allyson didnt go in because I forgot to tell her to bring her bs. so she sat outside in my snow boots. we talked posse issues and shit like that. then we went and dressed up in all these clothes and started taking pictures. i have the funniest picture that will probably be up on allys site if i send it to her. its so funny and bad i cant even like tell u. neways then we went down into my basement and played mom or dad. evey called some1 asking if it was the local whorehouse and we did some other stuff to that i probably shouldnt write on here incase some1 decides to read this. dont really nothing illegal. then we went up to my room and watched aladdin. i love that movie so much. Evey fell asleep during it so allyson and i started playing all these tricks on her and tickling her nose and sticking stuff in her ears and stuff. it was so funny cuz she was like sleep talking. then we wanted her to get up cuz her mother was gonna be there soon so we pull off the covered and jumped out of bed and started screaming OMG EVEY GET OUT OF BEd NOW HURRY THE KITCHENS ON FIRE. and then we ran all the way downstairs screaming and when we reached the kitchen i go...o nvm false alarm. lol it was really funny. then they went home and i had to clean my room if i wanted to go out tonight. so i was up til like 12 cleaning and im still not done. i have to put away all my ho shirts that we took out lastnight and find a place for all my scarfs.
current mood: satisfied
current music: running from your dad, by bowling for soup
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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3:28 pm
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so last night i went to bed at like 12 because my rentals wouldnt shut up and fight and shit like that. so theres planning on getting divorced...AGAIN...so im like w/e. and then my dads going on about how were not celebrating christmas because my mom hates it and how shes taking me away from him and shit like that. Then they wake me up at 1 in the morning for no fuckn reason and my dad started yelling at me to clean my room and i was like no fuckn way...its 1 in the morning and i have school tomorrow. and hes like the sooner u clean the sooner u can get back to sleep. and i was like w/e and pulled the sheets over my head and he was being such an asshole. and then he left and started fighting with my mom again and so i start watchn tv and my dad walks in and starts yelling at me but i refuse to turn it off because its not like im gettn sleep neways and then hes like blah blah blah blah college...blah blah blah work....blah blah blah. im really upset because i wanna go up to albany for christmas and maybe even get a fuckn christmas tree...and i REALLY dont wanna live with my mom...OR DAD. maybe ill join a family.
so then i went to school and everythings like boring and stuff. im so pissed at my english teacher though because hes making like everything about religion and were talking about the big bang and how it happened and stuff and hes talking about being christian and how the big bang is bull because god is more probable. so then i raise my hand and i was like well mr. smith i just think that you and other people r afraid to admitt that the earth was created as a cowinky dink...even though i didnt say that word....and i think that ur afraid to admitt that our lives depend on the exact time the big bang occuried and that were all a mistake because the world could have just been billions of stars. and so we got into this fight..but w/e. draw and design was boring. and in french i finally understood the saying in the ego commercials...lego my ego like let go...omg im so smart. science was boring. lunch was...wow cant even remember...art was boring...only allyson and i made more pictures of me and my life...and my dildo...lmao allyson. then i had math. that was boring and i was home! viola
i wanna do a thing were the posse answers a bunch of questions and we can all see how alike/unalike we really are. i thought id be fun and then ill post the answers later. wooo.
is that what u call a getaway?
tell me what u got away with
cuz ive seen more spine on jellyfish
ive seen more guts in 11 year old kids
have another drink and drive urself home
i hope theres ice on all the roads
and u can think of me when u forget ur seatbelt
and again when u head goes through the windshield
i just want all of u to know how much it bothers me that brand new stole from taking back sunday....for example...tbs came out first with a part of their song that says
"is that what u call tact?
ur as suttle as a brick on the small of my back
so lets end this now
and end this conversation"
and then brand new came out with their cd with the same lyrics...but dont get me wrong i still like brand new...it just bothers me.
current mood:  busy
current music: Green Eyes by Coldplay
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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7:19 pm - addict
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i happen to be addicted to writing in here...even though its super boring for u to read...its fun to write. and as i promised the quote from jonathan livingston seagull. by richard bach.
"Overcome space, and all we have left is Here. Overcome Time, and all we have left is Now. And in the middle of Here and Now, dont you think that we might see each other once or twice?"
Kind of inspiring dont ya think?
"some dance to remember...some dance to forget"...and some dont dance 2night...
dance was cancelled, why i do not know...but it gave me time to catch up on my bathing...im making up for all the times i havnt been in the bath. i started yesterday lol. that sounds like im dirty. im not. i shower everyday. just not bathe.
current mood: calm
current music: my december, linkin park
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4:02 pm - plain
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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
And speak my point of view but its not sane
its not sane
I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that theres no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
It rips my life away but its a great
escape...
escape...
escape...
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
You don't like my point of view
Ya think that I'm insane
Its not sane... its not sane
I just want someone to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
current mood:  exanimate
current music: change, by blind melon
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3:22 pm - lust
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went to school...we had a stupid lock down drill thing. wow yeah ew. um 20 minutes of siting and talking so it wasnt that bad but id rather be sleeping in global. i accually got quite a lot done in d&d today, but i think i got yelled at. i dont remember. french was fun but i cant remember why. in science we were talking about this really really really REALLY long word that was some kind of lung disease...why not just call it BLACK LUNG DISEASE...jesus christ...some ppl. i said this out loud and my science teacher found it unusually funny...yeah its been a pretty weird day? then i had gym. heather and i were comparing weights and dicks. its funny because the bigger they get for one catagory the better it is and the bigger they get for the other really sucks. lol. then i had lunch...it was a memory kinda lunch day. we talked about our summer and hilton head and b ball camp and thad and all these other things. it was fun. then i had art. it was awsome. i cant believe im saying that but its only because we had a sub. I was working on my shading for my ribbon drawing while allyson and i made this picture. it was sooo funny it was about like me and my life. im married to two guys named hubert and chuck and chuck is a piece of cheese and hubert is the cutest guy with no hair and a huge nose. and we have a red and white striped bed and a lamp like the 1 from a christmas story, and im a hooker and we live in a hotdog and we drive a car that looks like a walrus on crack. lmao. then i went to math. it was so cool...i wasnt paying attention at all and i was drawing these really cool square things and then she asks us to do some problems from what we learned which i wasnt listening to...and i could accually do the problems. i was so happy, maybe now i can just not listen everyday! wooo. bus ride home was soo boring but i found this quote in this book im reading called jonathan livingston seagull (a classic and really short but good book) and i really liked it. it was something a bout space and time and here and now. lol. ill put it on later or something...ill probably become my away message.
i found this thing on the internet that said something about lust being in your genes. man if thats true i am soo skrewed. my mom was the biggest hoe. she got preggy when she was like 17 and to make things worse it was with a married man...cough cough affair...but dont worry i dont come from him because she got an abortion. plus shes fucked like every guy in the whole world...but i am starting to think that some things r in the maura/margaret genes which is horrble to think and it just sounded like i called myself a hoe. dont worry i didnt..but the whole freak attractor thing...really does run down the line. and if u dont believe me just ask my mom...only dont.
remember that time u told me "love is touching souls"?
well surely u touched mine
current mood:  moody
current music: we are the lucky ones by bif naked
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
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4:22 pm - incase u want to know ALL ABOUT ME
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more surveys lol
| Have you ever hit someone forcefully?: | yes | | Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?: | yes | | Have you ever been in a fist fight?: | no | | Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?: | yes | | Have you ever hit an animal on the road?: | no | | Have you ever seen a Beatles film?: | yes | | Have you ever cussed?: | yes | | Have you ever been on a subway?: | yes | | Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?: | no | | Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?: | yes | | Have you ever skipped school?: | yes | | Have you ever egged someones house?: | yes | | Have you ever gotten a computer virus?: | yes | | Have you ever cried for no reason at all?: | yes | | Have you ever missed someone?: | yes |
Have You Ever? brought to you by BZOINK!
| What comes to mind when you hear.. | </td>| ..snow?: | white | | ..rain?: | singing in the rain | | ..tornado?: | the movie | | ..summer love?: | thad lol | | ..Jon?: | john | | ..Mike?: | my sexay babe hot tub mike | | ..Shea?: | whoa? | | ..banana?: | kelsey | | ..dizzy?: | yes | | ..Laura?: | Maura only with an L | | ..Juan?: | Juanna say "ugly name?" | | ..car?: | dude wheres my car | | ..white?: | pearl girl! | | ..peppermint?: | candy canes that i DONT have | | ..New Found Glory?: | sticks and stones | | ..placebo?: | playboy | | ..orange juice?: | science class | | ..candid camera?: | hilton head | | ..sister?: | no thanks | | ..brother?: | design and draw | | ..hate?: | school | | ..school?: | hate | | ..President?: | stupid | | ..football?: | mr. clark and tina | | ..rap?: | rape | | ..pop?: | sucks | | ..rock?: | hot | | ..punk?: | pink | | ..sex?: | always | | ..death?: | sammy | | ..baby?: | sammy | | ..duuude?: | kb brown | | ..the end?: | ok? |
The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!
| Coke or Pepsi?: | coke | | Love or Lust?: | lust | | tv or movies?: | movies | | cats or dogs?: | both | | meal or dessert?: | meal | | east coast or west coast?: | west coast | | tall or short?: | tall | | football or baseball?: | baseball | | soccer or basketball?: | soccer | | outside or indoors?: | outside | | blonde or brunette?: | brunette | | apples or oranges?: | apples | | aol or yahoo?: | yahoo | | stars or moons?: | stars |
This or That brought to you by BZOINK!
| day at school: | i wouldnt get up because it wasnt afternoon yet | | kiss: | i was 4 and this lil kid john asked to kiss me | | girlfriend/boyfriend: | he was blonde and a real 3rd grade badass...if there is such a thing | | time getting high: | i dunno if i was high but i was at allysons and everything was really hot and funny | | time drinking: | i was in my basement and then the last time i took some meds forgetting i drank...lol | | date: | i went to the movies...i ate chinese...next think i knew i was on my knees | | time having sex: | LOL...daddy was asleep...mommy wasnt home... | | time you asked someone out: | note passed | | time you ate sea food: | dont remember | | time getting in trouble for something really big: | o wow...cant remember | | detention: | lol i stuck gum in some girls hair who wouldnt shut up | | time getting a filling: | never | | fist fight: | never | | time you cut yourself: | it hurt | | questioned existance: | thought for hours....::still thinking:: |
Tell me about your first.. brought to you by BZOINK!
| Anal or Oral?: | EW ANAL IS GROSS | | Vaginal or anything else?: | whats anything else supposed to mean? | | Yaoi(M/M), Yuri(F/F), or Straight(M/F)?: | um what | | Condom- Yes, no, or sometimes?: | yes please | | Lights on or off?: | what evers good for u | | Love filled or Lust filled- or both?: | both | | Bed- Yes, no, or sometimes?: | whatevers closest | | In the shower- Yes, no, or sometimes?: | no... | | Twosome, Threesome, or more?: | EW NO ORGY SHIT | | Porn or Horror Movie?: | horror movie ...the porns saved for girl nights (not sexual) |
Sex Prefrences(For Girls) brought to you by BZOINK!
| Random things | </td>| Do you have your own room?: | yes...2 | | How many computers?: | 2 | | How many phones?: | 6 | | TVs?: | 8 | | How many people live in your home?: | 3 | | How many bathrooms?: | 3 | | Where is the computer located?: | in my room and family room | | ceiling fans? how many?: | 1 | | how many rooms?: | bedrooms? 5 | | what is in your fridge? | </td>| soda?: | coke, sprite, root beer, orange shit | | alcholic beverages?: | LOTS of beer and wine | | cheese?: | yes | | veggies?: | um probably |
What is in your house? brought to you by BZOINK!
| Giraffes or Zebras?: | Giraffes | | Do you like DDR? (Dance Dance Revolution): | um if u want me 2 | | you better | </td>| Have you ever gotten kicked out of the movies?: | no but ive been told to shut up | | If so, why? If not, why not?: | because im perfect : ) | | What kinds of music do you listen to? (Name some bands/artists): | dashboard confessionals, taking back sunday, ben kweller, something corporate, the ataris, oasis | | Have you ever went up to a random person and done something stupid?: | all the time | | What's the name of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend??: | no crush! | | Do you think labels are stupid?: | yes | | I do | </td>| What's your favorite fast food place?: | wendys | | What's your favorite store to get clothes at?: | that ones hard...bebe? | | Have you ever had braces?: | yes | | What's one thing you've done that you regret doing: | thats a lot of things... |
randomosity of all randomosity of the irresistablement. brought to you by BZOINK!
| Did you meet your best friend?: | um 2nd grade, 4th grade, 6th grade, 7th grade | | Did you meet your b/f/g/f/current interest?: | what? | | Well do you like your beef cooked?: | i dont eat beef | | Many languages do you speak?: | 3 | | Many languages can you speak?: | none | | Many people would you say you have loved?: | none | | Do you know?: | i just do | | Well do you know the people around you? | </td>| Many times a day do you think, "This is great.": | in a sarcastic way? all the time | | Often do you feel like you want to die?: | never | | Would you describe the way you dress?: | randomly | | Would your best friend describe it?: | randomly? | | Well did you like the last book you read?: | it was great | | Many times have you said "God" today?: | A LOT |
How... brought to you by BZOINK!
current mood:  drained
current music: the popping noise thing that my soda can makes
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4:14 pm - WEHEHEHE I LOVE SURVEYS
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it said to paste this code..but i dont know what to do with it...
| [x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x] | </td>| What's your name? ::: | I hate a lot of names...Maura | | Birthplace ::: | Albany | | Age ::: | to who? | | Age you act ::: | depends on what mood im in...school about 10 | | Current location ::: | my family room | | Eye color ::: | Hazel | | Hair color ::: | Brown | | Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: | Right | | Zodiac sign? ::: | Scorpio GO SEX OBSESSED FREAKS! | | Height? ::: | 5' 9'' and 1/2 | | [x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x] | </td>| Your heritage/nationality ::: | irish WOOHO | | Your hair ::: | wavy, brown, shoulder length | | Your fears ::: | insects and the list goes on | | Your perfect room ::: | dont get me planning... | | What you practically do in a day ::: | wish i was home while im in school | | [x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x] | </td>| Words you overuse ::: | dude, shit, same, dumb dumb | | Phrases you overuse ::: | happy birthday, cheese | | Your first thought when you wake up ::: | sleep | | Your greatest accomplishment ::: | my report card for this marking period | | Something you want to do ::: | model | | [x] Part 4 -- This or that [x] | </td>| Pepsi or Coke ::: | coke! | | McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: | mcdonalds i luv the fries | | Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: | Christina Aguilera | | Chocolate or vanilla ::: | Chocolate | | Adidas or Nike ::: | Nike | | Black or white ::: | Black | | Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: | BILLS BABY | | Burgers or hot dogs ::: | i dont eat red meat | | Egypt or France ::: | to live? france | | Rock or rap ::: | rock | | [x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x] | </td>| Smoke ::: | i have? | | Cuss ::: | NO FUCKN WAY | | Sing well ::: | hahahha...no | | Sing in the shower ::: | o yeah | | Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: | im skitzo...not really but yeah | | Believe in yourself ::: | sometimes | | Like taking these longass surveys? ::: | im still typing am i not? | | Play an instrument ::: | piano..when i feel like it | | Want to go to college? ::: | yup | | Want to get married? ::: | no | | Want to have children? ::: | adopt | | Think you're a health freak? ::: | no way | | Get along with your parents ::: | no way | | Get along with your siblings? ::: | have non | | Think you're popular ::: | the populars have faded into the rest of the world...i have no1 to compare it to nemore | | [x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x] | </td>| Gone out of state ::: | uh yeah all the time | | Drank alchohal ::: | yeah | | Smoke ::: | no | | Get high ::: | no | | Done any drugs ::: | to numb the pain | | Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: | haha HELL YEAH | | Been on stage ::: | yes | | Gone skinny dipping ::: | nope | | Been dumped ::: | in the last month? nope | | Dyed your hair ::: | i have be4 and im planning to again | | Stolen anything ::: | well at camp...lol no | | [x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x] | </td>| Craziest ::: | i think id like to say that the reason were all friends is because were all crazy in our own insane over the top crazy way lmao | | Loudest ::: | ev, kelso, and i r pretty loudo | | Most shy ::: | allysons a shy babe | | Blondest ::: | kelso | | Smartest ::: | hmm...lol | | Kindest ::: | hmm...lol | | Best personality ::: | hmm...lol | | Most talented ::: | o were all VERY talented | | Best singer ::: | kelso | | Most ghetto ::: | markay | | Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: | yo momma | | Pain in the ass ::: | yo momma | | The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: | TINA | | Funniest ::: | were all funnay | | Best person for advice ::: | kb | | Dependable ::: | allyson n kb | | Trustworthy ::: | " " | | Druggie ::: | no1 in my posse smokes thank u very much cough cough yawn | | Most likely to end up in jail ::: | for what? | | Person you've known the longest ::: | kelso | | [x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x] | </td>| Last dream ::: | i was kidnapped by a limo driver who drove me to danbury to shoot me and when i asked him why we were in danbury instead of my house he said that he made the wrong turn | | Last nightmare ::: | i love nightmares! | | Car ride ::: | from the orthy home | | Last time you cried ::: | last night | | Last movie seen ::: | pirates of the caribean | | Last movie rented ::: | probably like over the summer when we all rented off my tv those 40 movies | | Last book read ::: | A painted house by john grisham | | Last word said ::: | yes | | Last curse word said ::: | shit | | Last time you laugh ::: | today during school | | Last phone call ::: | last night | | Last CD played ::: | a rush of blood to the head | | Last song you listened to ::: | brillant dance by dashboard confessionals | | Last annoyance ::: | my mommy | | Last IM ::: | "o yes" | | Last weird encounter ::: | i had a daydream today that i was walking down the stairs at my house and then i woke up and my teacher was talking about walking down stairs | | Last person you hugged ::: | allyson in art | | Last person you yelled at ::: | kb brown | | Last time you wore a skirt ::: | a couple days ago | | Last time you've been evil ::: | omg funny story...but to long to tell...couple hours ago | | Sarcastic? ::: | see the question about 50 cent and eminem | | Last time you fought with your parents ::: | just now | | Last time you wished upon a star ::: | last weekend...it ended up being a plane though...so i guess i didnt wish upon a star...i wished upon a plane... | | Played Truth or Dare ::: | when i was with my cousins | | Spent quality time alone ::: | all the time | | [x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x] | </td>| Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: | yes | | Do you feel lonely ::: | all the time babe | | Ever TP'd someone's house ::: | yes | | How about egging someone's house ::: | yes | | Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: | like can u like say like nemore times like? | | Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: | o yes there soo great...hey look im sarcastic again...i guess i should change my answer to that question | | Yo Momma ::: | hey allyson u stole my saying..."yo mommas so cheesy she eats cheese on top of cheese for breakfash, brunch, lunch, dinner, and a midnight snack | | Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: | no and i havnt been that horny either | | What do you think of George Bush? ::: | hes funny looking and cant run our country | | Any secret fetishes? ::: | accually...no | | Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: | naked? | | How many languages do you speak? ::: | um like a little of french spanish latin | | Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: | no but there cold | | Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) ::: | O.o a stalker...always wanted one of those |
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current mood:  cold
current music: some background music on the lifetime channel
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3:12 pm
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some1 out there is definatly punishing me for questioning marys pregnacy. im about to fall over and die from goddamn cramps. seriously never this bad but nooooooooo i had go and make fun of her. yup. yawwwwn im so tired. i just went to the orthy. he like cut my gums apart. i was like yeah thanks. i got a new retainer which of course ill never wear. i hate school so much. i hope it burns down...or gets burried by snow. i have so much hw i just dont feel like starting. nothing really happened today. maybe ill go shower...the new system lol. and i need new candy canes cuz my dad bought the yucky kind with the fruit flavor shit. GROSS.
and u cant fake it hard enough to please
everyone or anyone at all
anyone at all
and the refuge that u build to flee
the place that u refuse to leave
is the place that u have come to fear the most
current mood: bitchy
current music: anyone, anyone by dashboard confessionals
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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9:18 pm - yawwwwnnnnnnn CARPOOL
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if u dont no i have a carpooling thing going on for my religion classes...very sucessful...the rotten parents of scenic drive bring their precious (skrewed up) children to the gate of hell in order to keep them in order. They abandon us there for about t1 hr. and 15 minutes and leave us to fend for ourselves against the ppl who try to corrupt our minds into thinking were the the horrible youth of today. did u no that sex, drugs, money, jelousy, homosexuality, masturbation (the list goes on) is VERY BAD. if theres no sex...but no masturbation r u just supposed to sit there huddled up in a corner in denile (not just a river in Egypt) screaming "IM NOT HORNY IM NOT HORNY" until u fall asleep...? i think not. neways...i had a plan this week. if i kept on the fone for hours (therefor interupting the fone ringing and the call waiting) then there would be no call to carpool...well i did this...try KEY WORD try to sound secretive and very under control and calm. My mom was in the room and im trying not to say anything in front of her that is about carpooling but my friend is being a person of a small house and is asking me all these questions about it. *and when i say small house i mean small house...first of all...she cant take a hint when i suddenly change the subject and scream "WHAT PAGE IS IT ON?" and then i change all the names of ppl i dont want her to hear...took her awhile to catch on to that to...its ok i love u...just being mean because i care for u *yawwwn ur ugly* neways back to the point...so im trying to answer these questions without giving away my plan so i try yawning while saying carpool. well that didnt work to well because as soon as i finish yawning and im about to put the word into the final breath everything goes silent and all u can hear is CARPOOL....horrible horrible and i ended up going.
o and by the way happy pregnant day mary...but dont think i believe that shit like the rest of the world...me and a selected few know that u were really a slut who slept around without protection with a gang..its a perfect plan i gotta give u that...u tell every1 ur baby's the god dude or something and then u dont get killed...why didnt i think of that...instead i just took the pills...well i guess im not involved with the gang either...o well...
current mood: busy
current music: theres no I in team by taking back sunday
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3:30 pm
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hmm what happened over the weekend...i got snowed in my house so i was stuck w/ the fam fam. i watched a bunch of movies. Pirates of the Caribean...i love that johnny. lol. then analize that. yup funny movie. Then some more but i cant remember. Sunday i spent my day on the couch eating my ass off and doing homework. Its very hard to do when your watching cartoons. then i played video games from like 10000000 years ago while i cleaned my room...ok i pretended to clean my room. then i ate din din watched tv and showered for like 2 hours. i have a whole system now. since im to lazy to stand up the whole time when im in the shower and i get dizzy from the hot water i like to lay back on my little pillow thing. so i get in the shower stand there for like 10 minutes thinking about something and then i wash my body the first time, usually with the peppermint shit that smell good and exfoliates. then i lay back on my pillow and wash my hair and then i get up and wash the shampoo out and then i wash my body a second time with my olay shit that does some shit and smells good. Then if my hairs feels gross like after dance i wash it again...so um repeat shampoo step and then ill get up again and wash myself again with a final body wash that smells reallly good. and then ill condition and while im conditioning i wash myself with that shit that kb gave to me that makes u sleepy but only if its night and then i wash the conditioner out and stand there for another like 10 minutes until i decide that i must get out or ill turn into a fish and die. um yeah but not really. thats my new showering method incase u were all wondering. it works very well and theres not copyright so feel free to steal it.
today was so boring cept for french. i watched the lion king in french but i couldnt really test my skills since i know the thing by heart...only i had to leave when mufasa was about to die cuz i cry during that part and i just cant take crying in school. Gym was fun. Weight room so i didnt have to do nething but make fun of myself and how weak i am. Art sucked. lunch was fun. i was thinking about a certain some1 i met i vacation last year and how i think that he was there on the path on purpose...boy wouldnt that be great...just like thinking about it. then i went home and ate cookies and hot coco and chicken and wow thats a lot to eat.
I can remember
parking lot nights
What did they mean to you?
Wrapping ur arms around my body
Protecting and holding me
And holding me
Looking inside of my heart
It was such a big surprise
We've gone and done it again
Does se love you like i can?
Like i can
Maybe it wasn't good enough
but i gave it all i can
Will you stay up late if i cant sleep
Cause baby i would
And baby i could
And your the grim reaper standing down,
and letting me feel this way
With your sweet whispers that never told me you need me this way
Staying this way
If you told me you were happy
If you told me that you miss me
Is it something that i cant see?
It's something i cant be?
Something i cant be...
current mood:  crazy
current music: The Blue Channel by Taking Back Sunday
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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10:39 am - SNOW
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ITS ACCUALLY SNOWING HARD AND STICKING AND STILL SNOWING. AND I HATE EVERY1 OUT IN IT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I WANT TO BE SO BADLY. the snow in the hair thing is def. sexay. lol. ger theres like so much and i wanna go out in it so badly. i woke up this morning and saw it and just got this great feeling and then i was wishing that some coldplay song was playing cuz they r so snow-ish. lol. im gonna have to set my stereo to wake me up to clocks or green eyes or beautiful world or something.
Today is sammys um....accually i dunno what to call it...death day i guess. yeah. i love u baby! ok im gonna go see if i can sneak out in the snow and have fun til i cant feel my toes.
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...
current mood: ecstatic
current music: winter wonderland by Jewel
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Friday, December 5th, 2003
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8:38 pm - no school for 3 days woooh
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so after playn hooky for a day i accually get sick (fever slash headache thing) it was pretty miserable. Then i was supposed to go to school thursday but i missed the bus and had some breakdown and got really sick so my mom kept me home. I was feeling ok until my dad came home and started cookn dinner and i got sooo sick but i got over it. I watched panic room. RAOUL is the best ever. i love him so much lmao. then i watched SVU but not really cuz i basically fell asleep because it was like 12. Then i had this horrible horrible dream and woke up like scream and crying. My parents tried to take me to the hospital but thats like hell for me because i hate doctors and i hate jello. so i was like screaming and i was like NO I WONT GO I WONT GO U CANT MAKE ME...i felt like a mental patient. finally they gave up and my dad went to work and now hes like out at dinner which i was supposed to be at with these clients who has a really cute son. damnit. neways i spent my day sleeping and watching tv. and now im online and talking. Im so mad though cuz i cant go out in the snow and i really wanna role around in it. I wish sammy was here to play in it w/ me. I remember when i had my house on 35. The first time he saw snow ice had covered it and he started bouncing around and then he ran to the top of the hill and started running down but he couldnt stop because of the ice and ended up crashing into our porch. It was soooo funny/cute.
i was reading through my old summer journal...jesus the things that i forgot...ev remember when we went to busch gardens and u hit me really hard in the chest and i started grabbing myself and then those guys were walking past and he stops and goes to his friends WOAH LOOK! i was reading about that today...that was the day we met victor...the love of my life. i also read about us finding our soulmates on the 22 and 23rd. Um who did we meet those days? the world may never know. lol...unless we can remember. our hitching friends maybe? oh well.
im determined to get my fam fam to let me go out tomorrow. i just gotta pretend i feel like new. then i gotta go through my closet and find something hardcore to wear to the place..lol i forgot what its called. then itll all be fine. we gotta tell ur friend though the plan for who he is incase my mom or dad decide to come out to thank him for driving us home. lololol. yup neways...im gonna go eat lots of cookies and wish i was outside or bathe or something.
~but ur taste still lingers on my lips
like i just placed them upon urs
and i starve
i starve for u~
current mood: chipper
current music: All i want for christmas is you, by Mariah Carry
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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4:13 pm
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so i played hooky today...i was like mom *cough cough* i think i have the flu and then gave her the look. She smiled and was like ok go back to bed. it wouldnt matter...but my dad wants me to go to school everyday for the rest of my life so yeah. lol. neways. i watched john q. sad movie while talking to allyson. yup yup. nothing really to say cuz nothing really happened. o yeah if ur looking for present ideas for me for the holidays i could tell u that i really like the flapper pearls in the delias magazines. *hint hint* lol o and also the belly button rings im very fond of...*hint hint* hehe ily all. with or w/o a christmas present. I was thinking a throwing a little get together holiday thing. O what fun. i love planning parties...of course u know with me planning it will never get done. o well...ill plan neways. maybe with some1 else so i dont get off track every 5 minutes. i wanna do secret santa...that was so much fun. that way we dont have to buy each other all presents...wait a second...i already did..but thats ok because then i could get that one person something else also...i just love the holidays...it just gets a little tiring after new years with all the cold.
SkBrtnSnowb: how do u fit an elephant into a plastic bag
TrueValueVintage: get a really big plastic bag
TrueValueVintage: why would u want an elephant in a plastic bag
SkBrtnSnowb: no like a sandwich sized plastic bag ..
TrueValueVintage: EW R U GOING TO EAT HIM?
SkBrtnSnowb: LOL
SkBrtnSnowb: no .. i just wanna put him in there
SkBrtnSnowb: how would i do it
TrueValueVintage: shrink it
TrueValueVintage: but why!?!
SkBrtnSnowb: i'll give u a hint .... take away the U in full and the F in way
TrueValueVintage: there is no F in way
TrueValueVintage: dumb dumb
SkBrtnSnowb: yay u got it
SkBrtnSnowb: isnt that funny
SkBrtnSnowb: lol
TrueValueVintage: huh
TrueValueVintage: OOOO
TrueValueVintage: LOL
SkBrtnSnowb: theres no f in way
TrueValueVintage: lmao
SkBrtnSnowb: LOL
TrueValueVintage: thats the funniest thing
SkBrtnSnowb: i kno
TrueValueVintage: lmao
current mood: giddy
current music: Santa Baby by Kylie Minogue
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
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5:06 pm - totally forgot
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i tottally forgot about this thing...oops. nothing really exciting happened over thanksgiving break. i had food that was good. I played basketball and hung out with my cousins. Candyland and Outburst are such fun games. And Sorry. lol. neways...ive really gotten into the christmas spirit. Ive started with the christmas songs as i do every year. Ive got my friends all their presents and want to wrap them. Now im shopping for myself...o yes..the season of giving...hehe. um i have nothing else really to write. i just finished english. o and i had my debate today. it was accually fun. i was first constructive up and to get cross examined. it was pretty easy. Our team won. waho! Maybe ill start decorating the house. Ive had those candy cane lights up all year in my room and my stocking but maybe ill do the rest of the house...although that would mean going to the attic...yikes! maybe ill just wait for my dad. Im just writing to avoid having to iron shirts. But i guess ill do a few cuz i really wanna go up and take a bath.
"5 bucks for a lap dance...i wanna dye my hair"
o yea and i got a new cell fone...yay lol...yeah really um call me! 434 1377 lol.
on the back of a cartoon coaster
in the blue tv screen light
i drew a map of canada
with face sketched on it twice
ur in my blood like holy wine
u taste so bitter
yet so sweet
o i could drink a case of u
and still id be on my feet
i would still be on my feet
current mood: ditzy
current music: Case of You, by Joni Mitchel
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Monday, November 24th, 2003
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3:20 pm
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got up....went to schoooooool...i started writing my debate speech...boring...(accually i talked about hair with margaret and christina) then i had d&d...it was accually fun. we get to design our own bedrooms...im sharing mine with kels cuz we gotta share our room. Were doing a spiritual thingy...but i dont want the birds. neways...waterfalls r gonna cost a lot of money...but thats ok. then i switched shirts with kelsey. im in love with her jacket. Then i went to french. i wanna know what i got on my french quiz. Then i went to science and be4 we are about to take our quiz the loudspeaker thingy goes on and the dudes like yeah emergency dismissal cuz of some water thing. So i went to gym...it was really fun. Then i had peer group. my god some of the stories they tell in that thing. All i can remember is some guy passing out and almost dying and some guess that popped one of his balls. yup. then i spent an hour looking for my bus w/ lauren danielle nicole michelle and duncan. It was a fun bus ride home. We recalled all the memories of me acting stupid. *one time i was talking and i opened my milk and i was so involved with my convo that it was spilling all over my food. That was a classic. Every1 was trying to tell me but they were laughing to hard...Then there was that time i put dressing on my mcdonalds salad shaker and forgot to close the lid. That was another great past time.* neways then i made hot chocolate.
this weekend was the best. I went to the city with my aunt uncle dad and their friends wendy and chris. It was so awsome. Chris kept making these jokes cuz i danced with him at my uncles wedding. Of course i was forced to because the only one i wanted to *and did* dance with was that dude. neways he kept asking me to dance. and then he was making all these jokes about the ppl who came to work on our yard and lawn. Mexican jokes but it was hilarious because hes mexican. So we were eating breakfast and hes like hey dont u be taking that orange juice for granted. My father picked those oranges with his bare hands...and then he goes out and gets a ladder and knocks on our door and goes yup hired help here...where do u want me to deal with all ur shit? Then i got to hear the funniest stories about my aunt dancing on a bar and taking off her bra at some sketch club and my dad being kicked out for yelling at some1. he was about to hit the bouncer over the head with a trash can but chris stepped in. neways then we were all in the city and we went out to dinner with this guy there friends with. He was at my uncles wedding also. We went to dinner and then we went to this irish bar. It was cool except for this physco bitch who kept talking to me and wendy and my aunt. It was funny though. I got back to the hotel around 1 and watched SVU. Then i had breakfast the next day and went to wave to my new cell fone which i should be getting today but knowing my dad ill have it by next week. Then we went all around the city like tourists because every1 wanted to see everything. Then i came home and did homework and stuff.
maybe im not ur perfect type
maybe im not what u had in mind
maybe were just killing time
but u dont bring me anything but down
current mood: lazy
current music: wonderwall by Oasis
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Friday, November 21st, 2003
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4:07 pm
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so my mom overslept today and had to drive me to school. I got 2 first period late but thats ok. Then i had to do my speech on the ethical codes thingy. I was like shaking. I hate public speaking. I have no idea why they made me contructive. o well...whatever. Neways...then i remembered that we had RW in english and i didnt have a book to bring in. shit. instead i read that play thing that i got in french. well that was ok because then i had a quiz on what i had read 4th period. I had draw and design. That was boring..but i got some1 to do my drawing for me...and i didnt even have to pay em. Then i took my quiz in french and then went to science...eww block. I finished my lab and got my quiz/test thingy back. 88 woo maura. neways then i stayed to make up work and then went to art. we had an I.A. and then shaded so it wasnt that bad. Then i had a math quiz that took the whole period so it wasnt that bad. plus it was easy. i slept the ride home and then ate. I just got back from a funeral w/ myself. I burried a mouse that sabrina killed last night. I was calling her and waiting for her to come inside and she bounces up the steps with something in her mouth. So then she gets closer and i see what it is and im like awww sabrina im gonna kill u. I was afraid of her bringing it in the house but then i remembered that she does that as her way of saying thanks and that means she leaves it as a gift at the steps. So i left it there until today and i went out and burried it. Then i sat for awhile and watched the clouds. It was cool. I love clouds. And the sun and the sky. anyways...now i gotta clean my room cuz these people r coming. o yeah and i got this really cool scarf and bag that my aunt Karen knitt me for my b-day. yay.
With a little love, and some tenderness
We'll walk upon the water
We'll rise above this mess
With a little peace, and some harmony
We'll take the world together
We'll take 'em by the hand
Cause I've got a hand for you
Cause I wanna run with you
Yesterday, u saw me standing there
my head was down, my eyes were red
No comb had touched my hair
u said get up, and let me see you smile
We'll take a walk together
Walk the road awhile,
'Cause I've got a hand for you
'Cause I wanna run with you
Won't you let me run with you?
Hold my hand
Want you to hold my hand
Hold my hand
I'll take you to a place where you can be
Anything you wanna be
because I wanna love you the best that,
the best that I can
See I was wasted, and I was wasting time
Till I thought about your problems,
I thought about your crimes
Then I stood up, and then I screamed aloud
I don't wanna be part of your problems
Don't wanna be part of your crowd, no
'Cause I've got a hand for you
I've got a hand for you
'Cause I wanna run with you
won't you let me run with you?
Hold my hand
Want you to hold my hand
Hold my hand
I'll take you to the promised land
Maybe we can't change the world
but I wanna love you the best that,
the best that I can
current mood:  nauseated
current music: Let her Cry, by Hootie & the Blowfish
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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5:43 pm - i love you forever
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A young woman held her newborn son and looks at him lovingly. Softly she sings to him:
I'll love you forever
i'll like you for always
As long as im living
my baby u'll be.
that little baby grew
he grew and he grew and he grew and he grew
he grew until he was two years old
he ran all through out the house
he ripped pictures off the walls
and took his mothers watch
and flushed it down the tiolet
sometimes the mother would say
"this kid is driving me crazy"
but at night
when that little two year old was asleep
she would pick him up
and slowly rock him back and forth
back and forth
back and forth
and sing
ill love u forever
ill like u for always
as long as im living
my baby ull be.
well that two year old grew
he grew and he grew and he grew and he grew
he grew til he was 9 years old
and he never went in for dinner
and when he did come in for dinner
he only wanted to have ginger-ale and pizza
and sometimes the mother would say
"this kid is driving me crazy"
but when that 9 year old was asleep she would crawl across the floor
look up against the side of the bed and pick him up and rock him
back and forth,
back and forth,
back and forth
and sing
ill love u forever
ill like u for always
as long as im living
my baby ull be
well that 9 year old grew
he grew and he grew and he grew and he grew
he grew until he was a teenager
he had strange friend
and he wore strange clothes
and he listened to strange music
and sometimes the mother would say
"this kid is driving me crazy"
but sometimes when that teenager was asleep the
mother would open up the door,
crawl across the room,
look up over the side of the bed,
and if the big teenage was really asleep she would pick him up and rock him
back and forth
back and forth
back and forth,
and she sang
ill love u forever
ill like u for always
as long as im living
my baby ull be
well that teenager grew
he grew and he grew and he grew and he grew
he grew til he was a grown up man
he left home and moved all the way to the other side of town.
but sometimes on dark nights the mother would drive across town
and when she came to his house
she would climb up his bedroom window, open it up,
crawl across the floor,
look up over the side of the bed,
and if that big grown man was really asleep
she would pick him up,
rock him back and forth,
back and forth
back and forth
and sing
ill love u forever
ill like u for always
as long as im living
my baby ull be
well that mother got older and older and older and older
and one day she called up her son and said
u better come see me because im very old and sick
the son came to see the mother
and the mother tried to sing the song
she said,
ill love u forever,
ill like u for always,
but she was to old and sick to sing the song,
so the son walked over to the mother, picked her up,
rocked her back and forth
back and forth,
back and forth,
and sang...
ill love u forever
ill like u for always
as long as im living
my mommy ull be
it was very late that night when the son got home and he stood for a long time at the top of the stairs and then he went into the room where his new baby daughter was sleeping and he picked her up and rocked her
back and forth
back and forth
back and forth
and as he rocked her he sang
ill love u forever
ill like u for always
as long as im living
my baby ull be
current mood:  sad
current music: Wild Horses by The Rolling Stones
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